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"And the best feeling in the world is realizing you're perfectly
happy without the thing you thought you needed the most." ~dunno whose >.<

I guess Destroying sth beautiful is easier than buidling it eh?
I have the same feeling as 3 years ago when i thought i lost my sketchbook. It's like I still have hope for the hopeless.
One thing which bothers me is I don't know what I'm hoping for. A-HA-HA
What is that politeness and silence for? Can't we just sit down and work thing out? So that nothing left unsaid?
I need the truth more than politeness this time. I don't want to assume things like this so I think I can deal with the truth no matter how cruel it is than keep wondering.
For me it's the easiest way to stop me from wondering and to show some respect.

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It's scary to work in 501 now, hahah
Especially just standing in the booth i used to work makes me feel terrible...

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I always play all my cards. And I always fail.
Yet I have this unexpected little happiness. I hope it can last long.

Does it make sense when I say I don't know what to feel anymore? I'd try to keep my mind as blank as possible, so I won't get disappointed, at least for the moment.