Friday, 20 November 2009

My Everything...and HAPPY TEACHER DAY!!! (vnese day)

It's gonna be bad,
As I know it is
It's unforgivable,
and I dunno wat to do.

Whether I have been stupid or I am not
I overestimated myself.

I'm trying to think why?
Why is it so?
Is it because of the course/ the module that make half of us fail?
Is it because of us?

Because of us, I think
Because we choose to suffer alone, without telling anybody about our hardship
Because we didn't manage our time well.
Because we was confused with our projects.
Because we didn't improve much to meet our standard as a level 2 student.

Because of my thinking and working process is not quick enough to carry two major projects.
Because I'm stupid enough to think I can manage to do two hand-drawn animations.
Because I'm stupid enough to not working smarter this time rather than stubbornly keep telling myself to try this try that when time doesn't allow me.
Because of my everything.

Gonna know what is my fate later (…)

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Oi! Cai su day va hoc.

Toi bao neu toi da khong buong binh,
Neu toi da khong danh gia nham ban than,
Thi toi,
Co le se khong biet ban than minh.

Toi cha trach ai ca. Muon trach ban than, nhung toi lai khong hoan toan nghi loi la do toi.
Toi luon nam trong nhung con chuot bi dem di thi nghiem, doi la the u?
Doi thu nghiem ta. De the he sau tot hon, ly tuong hon.
Nguoi thu nghiem ta, de ta biet minh chi la mot con co.

Ta se di. De xem ta, lieu cuoi cung, co thoat khoi so phan cua mot con chuot bach?
Ai oi, doi khong nhu la mo.
Ta phai ganh nhung gi nguoi cho ta.

De cho the he sau...
Vang,
Cho the he sau.

Se co con chuot bi loi,
Se co con chuot bi dao thai,
Se co con tiep tuc ton tai.

Toi,
Toi se ton tai thoi.
Nhung toi khong cho rang bi dem ra lam thi nghiem la dieu hay.

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Chi tin rang, trai nghiem cua toi that qua mong manh.

20Nov2009

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sigh.I'm not even sure why.

Jelly Bokeh eye said...

Hahah, hey, may I know who u r?